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Monday, January 17, 2005
Posted at Monday, January 17, 2005 by BeachBikini
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ThIs WeeKend!
this weekend i hung out with my cousin Ashleigh. SHe slept over on saturday. we watched a bunch of movies lik eurotrip/ old school/ theres something about mary/ stefford wives/ and a lot more.
wE took alot of pictures with my digital camera. And also made a movie using it.
we had alot of funn. this was the first time in lik 6 months we have been able to hang out.
2 GooD weekends in a row!!! HellZ yea
Posted at Monday, January 17, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Posted at Monday, January 17, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
I need something average
someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
all I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every clench you sent me
Un-harmed, im losing weight and some body heat
Eye's closed so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I....
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yea it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!
So deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me So deep that I didnt even scream fuck me
I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
i'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not i'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got And it's all that I've got
Yea it's all that I've got
Posted at Wednesday, January 12, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
!!i never want to feel the need!
i never want to feel the need to do that again... i dont want to turn to starting again... i dont want to hide my pain and i dont want to be sad... i really dont lik how shitty i get when i feel the need to do it i hate how i cant controll it i hate how it doesnt ever really go away .. i just cant deal as well as i used to promblems are starting to arise again .....
remember this might not make sense to u its okay because its none of ur business anyway
Posted at Sunday, January 09, 2005 by BeachBikini
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this was like an AwSOme WeekEnd!!!
on friday i had olivia and ali sleep over which was soo kewl we had alot of funn. makin videos/ dancing like fools / were tarted i kno.... but its funn and i will never get the song scottie doesnt kno from eurotrip outta my head holy shit i LOVE that song soo much now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so saturday livvi and al left at lik 1:30 so i was bord for lik a little while then jamie invited me and livvi over her house. so we went over there and we ended up sleeping over we had lots of funn...( we should of snuck out ) but o0o well we'll do that next time ...
todays sunday i just got baq from jamies on the way home this dog was running lik along the road and it was about to run in the street so i yelled and my mom stoped the car sooo fasT!!!! and i got out and i was walking around knocking on doors to find the owner then a car came down looking for it and i gave them baq their dog it was soo kewl im sooo happy i saved the doggie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at Sunday, January 09, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Friday, January 07, 2005
is it just me or did this week move freakishly slow. Like everything was in slow motion i dont kno if im just goin crazzi or what but everything slowly fell downhill. i dont get it anymore i dont understand anymore. i cant controll anything thats happening what can i do at this point.,,, for most of u reading this u probely dont understand but thats ok cuz honestly i bearly understand whats going on at this point!!! i dunno but ive been really frustrated today and i guess its just the build up of everything and nothing but i feel so stange right now... soo anyway i gueess i should give up on trying to explain this cuz im really getting nowhere.....
shit happens but i still need to figure out how to deal with it!
Posted at Friday, January 07, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
HooraYY!!!! YippY!!!!!!!! HELL YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its tru we have a snow day today!!!!!!!!!!!!! which i found kinda shocking cuz they got ride of the guy who would call a snowday even if there was a 1 cm of snow !!! which is fuckin awsome!!!! but aparently the new guy found us in need from a break from our schoolness and teachers everywhere being assholes. which they are alot. so we all say thanks to the new guy ~thanks~ anyway we want another snow day tommorow.
...u give em one thing and they want all...
Posted at Thursday, January 06, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
today is my last day of brreakk it sux this has gone by toooo fast... ive been sick most of the break so it sux because i was sick and couldnt do much of the stuff i wanted to do. i dunno
well i cant beleave we have to go back to school tommorow i bsed most of the book report interview so if it sux i wont feel bad if the people in my class are forced to hold there ears as hard as they can lol...
i really hope 2005 is gonna be our "good year" looking back at 2004 i see alot of people getting hurt exspecially the ending of last years skewl year i mean how much worse could that ending could of gotten. jeez i was miserable those days well week but w.e now i see the reason it all had to happen the reasons y the people i was the most frustrated with that week helped me the most and if i never said it im truley thankful to all of u. lol ok chessy mussy moment over lol.
2005 Has To be better...................
Posted at Sunday, January 02, 2005 by BeachBikini
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
the new year.
everyone always says this year will be better. why? when the clock stucks 12 is all your promblems finally gone is the fight you having over with even tho it just started. how come the new year has this great power to fix everything. does it really work?
If it didnt work y would anyone say that the new year will fix all that is goin bad . 2005 and every "new year" ive been thro most of not lik alot of people cuz with most it seems with each new year things get harder. Does baby new year hold grudges on people does he make a weird noise and kill you. i dont fully understand the whole thing.
i dunno what to make of the new year or if the mystery of everything will stop and everyone will do a jig and be happy thing is tru or not but o well u no1 can stop it.
Posted at Thursday, December 30, 2004 by BeachBikini
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