Xx It takes my pain away. It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away) Never mind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh I can't let it bother me xX
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
!!i never want to feel the need!
i never want to feel the need to do that again... i dont want to turn to starting again... i dont want to hide my pain and i dont want to be sad... i really dont lik how shitty i get when i feel the need to do it i hate how i cant controll it i hate how it doesnt ever really go away .. i just cant deal as well as i used to promblems are starting to arise again .....
remember this might notmake sense to u its okay becauseits none of ur business anyway